I need to whine to someone! I really really need to..and since no one can really tolerate my whining..I shall whine here..and all u people beware..please leave this blog right now..because the whining starts....
NOW..
Oh my god! oh my god! oh my god! Year 3 is supposed to be the year that you work harder! HARDER laura HARDER!! and it's not really working out..I'm slacking so much it's not even funny..and the subjects this year are just a headache. I need to buck up.. I need it so badly! I'd like to think I can handle stress..but this is not the best of examples..
Like today. When I came home from school, I was supposed to finish my cover letter and resume for my student internship programme which is something else I would like to whine about but I'm too tired and too scared and too nervous and just plain panicky about it to say anything right now.
yeah..moving on..besides that..I was supposed to do my company law tutorial and my civil pro tutorial.
and it's now 12:15am and I have done nothing save for one question in my company law tutorial. How pathetic. What the hell was i doing? well, I was watching "Heroes", "CSI" and right now I'm watching football that isn't even live!!! and I can't bring myself to start and it's frickin 12:15 in the morning!
I need to clear my head. I need to switch off the TV (this one requires a ton of effort). I need to get my priorities straight. I need to focus. I need motivation. I just...need. and also.. I would like to lose some weight before I go off to my internship interviews. I seriously doubt a fat intern who is sloppy and disorganized makes a good impression. not saying some weight will do me any good but anything lesser than i am now is good...and now i'm just rambling nonsense
you would think I feel better after all this crap..but i feel worse..cause I realize if I fail this year..there's no one to blame but me..
oh joy..
right..I'm done whining.. now i shall wallow in depression till tomorrow comes...
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[LAURA]
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