Saturday, September 08, 2007
@10:32 PM
I'm in a self-pitying mood today..honestly.
we had our Internship briefing today and I'm freaking out.
It's comforting to know that they can't really fire us unless we really majorly screwed up.
but!
I think it's because this would be my very first office job and I'm by myself (well, I have shep in the same office as me but they might split us into the separate departments...which in that case, i'm REALLY alone)
I know I'm going to make mistakes...I know I'm going to look stupid in front of everyone...I know the boss might not take a liking to me....I know I'm rambling..
damn...and the sad thing is I can't take instructions very well..I'm a relatively slow learner...and I suck at the practical side at everything.
give me theory anyday.
URGH!!!!! SIP SUCKS!!!!!!!!
